Exam Time! (WITH QUESTION ON BOTTOM)

Don't let the title fool you, I'm not excited about this. :-/ Actually I keep thinking I have harder exams, but it doesn't seem like I will *knock on wood*. I still can't believe school is ending! It scares me to think that I could have graduated this year, and really I'm kind of glad I'm not! I feel this gives me extra time to enjoy school and hold off on the real world for one more year. I know I said it in my last entry, the future scares me sometimes. I hate the unknown and though sometimes it can be exciting, sometimes it scares me.

On a happier note, I going to student teaching next semester at a school that is 40 minutes away from home! So I better get use to it! My mom and I are going to do a run through of driving there once or twice, since I'm more visual lol map quest hates me and decides to use term our state doesn't even use. lol Like they will call it route 3 but we never it call it that its interstate or something it's odd.
The class is a Kindergarten classroom with a teacher that has taught for 30 years or more! So I will learn a lot from her and I hope to have a great relationship with her. Who knows, this could help me get a job. I can only hope for the best when it comes to finding a job, but I do know I'll have a lot of fun, this is the grade I want to teach. :)


BTW I GOT A BAG for being a student teacher with teaching stuff. Kind of wanted to show people. Do people want to see it? If you want to, what channel should it go on? Vlog or Beauty Channel?

13 Personal Questions

Love this tag so much! People show really consider doing it! I placed all the questions in the description of the video. I hope you enjoy the video :)

Products I Regret Buying!

Finally I did this video! May do another one if I ever get a lot of crappy things again. But so far I have been good about trying to look up reviews before buying things. Please watch this video and thumbs up and comment. Hopefully this will save people from buying some crappy products :)

Should I keep Doing Favorite Videos?

I don't know I feel sometimes I have to be careful not to repeat myself so much. Maybe do a seasonal favorites or something? I don't know I just don't want to bore you guys :) Below is my recent favorite video I would love for you to check out :)

Snail Mail!!

I don't know what it is but I gotten into sending mail a lot more. I plan on sending packages this summer and making cute boxes and such for them. I really need to find cheap boxes for them, maybe I'll steal some from work! But below I'm linking my videos where I show you the mail I gotten, including the giveaway prize I won! Be sure to check it out along with the girls' channels :) Thanks!




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Why is the Future So Scary??

I never thought I say this but the future can hold off as long as it wants! I'm getting so stressed with things to happen in the future it's scary. My dad's business has been barely making it by due to the broke customers and bad economy. He gets work in but people don't pick it up, therefore not paying him. He has agree to pay my car payment till I'm out of college (next year) but that's hard for him to do. It would be easier if this also didn't affect my credit so we can't be late and the money has to be in my account each month. Also for those who may put this against me, I did buy my first car myself with my own money. However it was used and it was my luck that it broke down to the point that it wasn't worth paying for. And I didn't ask for this car my dad offered and got it...

If that wasn't stressful enough, I'm already thinking about getting my own place apartment or house I don't know. Obviously not now, I'll need to save up, but as I'm so focus on making ends meet with money, my boyfriend of almost six years acts like it's no hassle at all. I would be fine with this if he had more money, but he's middle class like me as well. He wants to be a college professor in religious studies but it requires so much. He's going to be a Junior in the fall sem. he hasn't have to used loans yet but it is getting harder. Because he want to be a prof. he needs his masters and PHD before getting a job. I understood the process until now...

Now he's looking at an out of state graduate school in North Carolina. So he'll have to pay the out of state tuition on top of paying for an apartment to live in.Oh and he wants me to go with him, so then me depending on a job there... its just so stressful. I don't know how he expects to ever pay those loans off and who know this may put off us getting married or even having children. I know this sounds paranoid but I think about these things and I feel if he stayed in state there wouldn't be such a burden with money.

So what do people think? Am I freaking out too much? I know I might but like many girls my age (22) I've thought about how old I want to be when I get married or have children and these extra college expenses he'll have I'm afraid will ruin everything....what should I do.....